If you ever see this

I thought if I stayed, if I waited, you'd probably change your mind. I got tired, I can no longer pretend to be okay seeing you with someone else. I got tired of giving you the benefit of doubts. The longer I stayed, the more it hurt and the more it hit me that you were never going to change your mind. So I said it, and you remained silent. In your silence I found answers. From the bottom of my heart I hope you got the job you so worked hard for. I hope you achieve the goals that you've set for yourself. I am proud of you. I'm sorry that I couldn't be the friend you needed because I am selfish for wanting more. We would've been great friends but once we took the step to becoming a couple, I can't bring myself to take a step back. I tried, I really tried. I'm sorry.

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